Away.

moisture

Tomorrow, I am going away for a tiny vacation — two nights of “camping” (read: staying in a cabin and drinking beer similar to that pictured above) in Ouray. I’ll be back on Friday morning, but I am looking forward to two days outside of New Mexico. Tomorrow, of course, is Colorado Day, on which little happens, but there will certainly be more state flags flying than usual tomorrow.

To get there, I have to drive over this road, which consists of three high mountain passes, a lot of hairpin turns, and a fun stretch where there is no shoulder to protect you and your vehicle from the several-hundred-foot drop to the valley below. I used to think that summer was the best time to drive this route, since winter brings ice, snow, and random road closures, but after my last few trips in warm weather, I’m not so sure. Due to the rumors of this highway’s scenic nature, every person with a giant, slow vehicle, be it an RV or a SUV, decides to go over it on their quest to See America First. (Lots of them, for some reason, are from Louisiana — at least the ones I get stuck behind.) Mountain driving is a skill that takes some time to acquire — the last thing you want to do is learn it on the fly while lugging 20 tons of portable home behind you.

Provocation.

coffee for sale

Today so far:

  • I was riding my bike down Girard, between Indian School and Constitution, when a guy in a black Jeep called me a “fat bitch on a bike.” I’m not sure why, exactly, other than he felt like he could. I wasn’t in his way or anything, so there was no obvious provocation for this comment, other that I was blighting the landscape for this asshole by my mere presence. I really haven’t had this happen to me that much, over all, the random hostile roadside encounter. I’ve had a lot of weird experiences with strangers on the street, in restaurants, or other places, but they’re usually benignly weird, events provoked less by me than by the odd voices or visions in the other person’s head. Rarely have I been addressed quite so directly.
  • I got news that my rent is being increased yet again, for the second time this year. The new amount is only $10 higher, but still, it’s extremely irritating. My rent included utilities, and I know the landlord is basing the increase on my increased use of electricity/AC/whatnot this summer, compared to the last two years. Yet, the reason I’ve been using more resources is because I’m actually here this summer, instead of being elsewhere working, researching, or traveling. So I’m very, very cross about this.

So that’s how this shitty, shitty week ended. On the bright side, I did get to go see The Simpsons Movie yesterday with a bunch of people (favorite line: “I like meat, but I don’t think I’m ready to love it), went to see the excellent The Lives of Others the day before that, sold a bunch of CDs and books on the Internet, and the fall clothes from Boden are up on their website, in case I ever get some positive cash flow again.

(Pictured above: the counter at Winnings, photographed earlier this week. You know you’re in New Mexico when you can get green-chile cream cheese on your toasted green-chile bagel.)

A small tribute.

Today, I was very sad to learn that one of the faculty in my department died over the weekend, someone who I was very fond of and fairly close to. Tim Moy drowned this weekend in Hawaii while trying to save his son.

I took several classes from him, worked as his teaching assistant for two semesters, and he was on my master’s committee, so we had a lot of contact over the last few years. Working with and talking to him was always a joy. Tim was enthusiastic and incredibly knowledgeable about numerous topics, ranging from department stores to Harry Truman’s secretaries of state to video games, and he knew how to bring out the same kind of enthusiasm and interest in others. He was a very skilled and charismatic instructor, and the students that I had in my sections loved his lectures. I had many students tell me in my discussion sections that they didn’t think that they liked or were even interested in history until they took one of Tim’s classes. I learned a lot from him about how to teach: how to get shy or reluctant students to talk, for example, or how to structure and present information in lecture, or how to be simultaneously demanding, fair and generous with a class of 18 freshmen. He was genuinely interested in the lives and experiences of his students, even those in his large lecture classes. He helped me, for example, be a lot less nervous about grad school. He taught the first real seminar I had when I got to UNM, and there were a lot of loud, aggressive people in it, and I felt like I didn’t quite fit in. So I went to Tim, and told him how I felt, and he was very happy to help me out, giving me lots of advice about how to be a grad student (including how to appear smart at moments when you really, really don’t feel smart at all) that has served me well ever since. So thanks a lot, Tim, and I’m going to miss running into you in the hallway outside your office and hearing your stories about comic books, your hybrid car, things you found on the Internet, and everything else that you always liked to talk about.

(Erik at Alterdestiny has some more about Tim.)

Flat and paved.

glad to be down here and not up there

Today is shaping up to be a lazy, possibly useless (the good kind of useless) Sunday. It’s raining really hard outside right now. I was lucky to get to my destination (the Nob Hill Satellite) right before the storm began, or I would have been soaked. Although I enjoy the fast internet and ginger cookies here, the storm makes me wish I was at home in my pajamas, instead. An hour ago, when I was in my pajamas at home, I wanted to be elsewhere. Never satisfied…

I do have some things to do, though. I need to finish going through the pile of theses and dissertations I got through ILL last week, since they’re due back soon, and I can’t renew any of them. However, the only thing worse than writing your own dissertation or thesis is reading someone else’s. One of the dissertations I have on my pile is 900 pages long, on how various groups have used the South Platte River valley in Denver as a “crossroads”. Interesting, and all, but 900 pages? Not only did someone end up writing that much, someone’s committee had to read it and sign off on it. In my role as a reader, I mainly have to deal with the abstract, and, most important, the bibliography. Thankfully, the other documents I have are much more reasonable in length.

It would be easier to concentrate, though, if I wasn’t so sore and tired. Yesterday, I went for a 20-mile bike ride on the Paseo del Bosque bike and walk trail, which runs through and near the cottonwoods along the Rio Grande. (This is the path depicted in the above photo, but I took it earlier in the week.) This may have been a bit far. I felt great after doing sixteen miles (from Central to Alameda and back), and decided to go a bit further to make it an even 20, and I think it was that last little bit that did me in. It wasn’t for nothing, though — not only did I get to clock up a nice, round number, I also ran into my friend C., who I haven’t seen much of since he finished his M.A. He was going on a 40-mile ride that afternoon.

The bosque trail, I have to say, is much more pleasant than the other bike trail I’ve been on in the last few weeks, mainly because it’s surrounded by trees and some water and other things that fall under the category of “nature.” The bike trail that starts near where I live, the Paseo del Noreste trail, runs along a giant concrete trash-laden arroyo, and there’s precious little shade. At the crest of the trail (at least, the crest I got to), you get the majestic sight of I-25 running on one side. Interstate and concrete arroyo versus trees and dirt and shade: not really a contest, here. This is probably why there’s a lot more people on the bosque trail (which leads to me feeling a bit more safe) than on the other trail, at least in my experience so far.

Anyway, I’ve taken three rides on the bosque trail this week: one 14-mile trip, one that was eight miles, and then yesterday’s 20-mile trip. All of these trips were tiring, but they were much, much more fun than going to the gym, and less frustrating than riding around my neighborhood. It’s good to be free of cars every once in a while. [1] At the moment I took this photo, I was very glad to be down on the trail and not on the bridge above. It’s difficult to see in this photo, but traffic was heavy and moving very slow on Montano. There were a lot of idling motors, an occasional honk, and some yelling up there, but below, just the sounds of the water passing by the trail.

I’d been occasionally tempted to go on the Bosque trail before. K., one of my neighbors, has proposed several times that we take a walk on it some weekend, but we were never able to coordinate a time to go (plus, she is a chatty walker, and I am so not a chatty walker — this could cause problems). Now that I’ve been on a big chunk of it, I can say that I’m glad I biked it rather than walked it. I was surprised at how little time it took to complete these rides. Even though I don’t have the fastest and most efficient bike in the world (the evidence being how many people on other types of bikes passed me en route), the fact that I had successfully biked from Central to Alameda was impressive, to me. Had I driven this distance (something I do fairly often), it would have seemed to take forever, what with the traffic lights and the other traffic and the idling and the slowing down and the speeding, etc., etc. Biking to and from those streets (on this trail at least — doing this on the street would have been a real pain in the ass) seemed so easy and calm, in comparison.

I was a little worried about taking my bike on the trail, since I would be clearly outnumbered by people on other sorts of (faster, more hardcore) bikes. While there were a lot of People in Spandex riding the trail, going by very fast on their narrow, narrow tires, or people out getting Serious Exercise on their road or mountain bikes, I didn’t get many odd looks due to what I was riding. Except on the few times I was going fast enough to pass other people — then I got a few looks of you passed ME on THAT bike? On one of my rides, I saw not one, but two Townie bikes out on the trail — one of which was pink with flowers, and the rider had attached more pink silk flowers to the handlebars. My friend M. suggests that we should all get together and form a gang. A slow, comfortable, fun, but slightly inefficient, gang.


Last night I was thinking about going to this thing, but I was soooo tired and would have been cranky and/or knocked out after one beer. So if any of you out there reading this went, sorry about that.[2]


A year ago today, it was wet and grey, as well, but I was here then, and that seemed a lot better.


[1] I’ve been going to the gym a lot more this summer, because I hate walking when it’s hot. Going to the gym is efficient, for sure, and it allows me to watch closed-captioned episodes of Celebrity Fit Club while walking on the treadmill, but it’s not what I would refer to as a pleasant place. I feel like I’m exercising in a giant, sweaty, crowded hamster wheel.

[2] Then again, this is not the first one of these meetings I’ve thought about going to and then decided to not, at the last minute. This is because I find the idea sort of intimidating: a lot of new people, who are presumably all better photographers than I am (and who definitely have better photo equipment). I get easily intimidated in non-school environments where I am the least knowledgeable person in the group (or, more likely, I just think I am the least knowledgeable). This is particularly true when it’s something I want to be good at, like photography. It’s like I need to feel basically competent in order to open up enough to learn enough to be more competent. Which doesn’t make that much sense, really, but it’s something I struggle with. Let me tell you how long it took me just to go to the bike store….

Tomato studies.

I liked the egg-like shape of this Roma tomato, so I took some pictures of it.

Placed next to a blue library book…

tomato 1

Poised on the edge of my coffee table…

tomato 2

Occupying my little green side table…

tomato 3

On the bookshelf, above a cigar box full of randomalia…

tomato 4

Then I ate it, along with some shrimp and shredded basil. It was delicious.

That’s today’s lesson in the impermanence of vegetable life.